20 September 2011

20 September: Voting Day in Zambia


Tuesday 20th of September, Zambia, Africa.

Voting day in Zambia. Not the most politically torn country, but we still received a slew of travel emails warning us to stay away from public areas, mostly big cities and places to vote. 

One of which happened to be right outside our door.

This election is more controversial than normal.  Banda, the man in office now, of the MDD party was placed in office three years ago in a quick election after a death.  Sata, of the PF party, who only lost by 2% three years ago is running against him again and there have been protests and small acts of violence. 

No reason we should be unsafe, but enough reason for our supervisor, also an American, to suggest we all “keep a low profile” today.  Meaning mostly locked in the compound.  Not going to the clinic.  Or market.  But walking around the football (soccer) field would be safe enough.

We slept in till 8:30 because we had no plans for the day.  We made coffee and a delicious breakfast of scrambled eggs, tomatoes, cheese, and onions.



[eggs straight from the chicken]

We both sat on separate couches with our books, which we finished.  I might just have to work on my project now. One Day.  Would I recommend it?  It was a good read, hated the ending.  If you read it, I’ll promise to tell you why I hated it. It kept me entertained though.

We walked around the compound a bit.  And then around the schools with Mafutu, who only spoke sign language and white reed rubbed on his black arm to make words.  It was quite entertaining but we learned the word for wash, and how.  And wonderful.

We saw a lot of men in suits and red and white tape that marked the place to vote.  And some police-looking men. 

Which meant it was time to go back home.

We promptly learned the word for home in sign language and returned there.

We wrote blogs for a bit and then got bored and played balderdash.  Together.  Not too exciting.  But we did learn some funny new words.

Around 2 we met up with Paul and Mufatu under the hut they call the “waiting station” because people wait there for a ride when the missionaries go to town in their cars.  We learned lots of new things.  We reviewed the alphabet and numbers, both of which we both mostly knew.   We learned higher numbers like thousand and million and billion.  We learned days of the week, which we both promptly (accidentally) forgot.  We learned how are you, what is your name, I am fine, my name is, and our names in sign language.  Which is pretty legit. 

We learned fast.

And, like good students, we reviewed later after learning it.

We were on our own for dinner tonight.  We were given chicken and ground beef and we had our tomatoes and onions from earlier.  We had some cheese.  Some Bread.  Some butter. 

Top it off with chips and an apple.  Sounds good.

Frances made the hamburger patties while I grabbed my plug converters.  Everything I brought from American can work on 120V and 220V, so I’ve never had to use the converter box thing.

And I don’t really understand amps and watts anyway.


[Frances making hamburger patties]

I washed the George Forman and plugged it in.  Frances seasoned the beef with our Texas Seasoning, provided for us.  They must have known we were coming!


[Texas Seasoning picture]

The George Forman started smoking a bit, but It must have been because I just washed it, right? 

So we threw the meat on the grill.  We didn’t have Pam to spray it down with, which is ok because it appeared to be non-stick.

The meat started to sizzle and the smoking of the grill got worse.  No problem, We’ll just open some of the windows and the doors and hope the fire alarms don’t disturb our neighbors.

No fire alarms.  Oh.  No problem with noise then.

So we got towels and started waving the smoke. 


[waving away the smoke picture]

Because we were hungry.  

And the meat was almost cooked.

We pulled the meat off the grill and decided to unplug it and let it rest before we started cooking the chicken.  Just to be safe. 

We also decided to plug the grill into the 120V outlet by the kitchen table because that might be safer. 

Or something.


[Frances on the floor with the grill]

Our chicken cooked without a problem.  No smoke.  Hmmmm….maybe the grill isn’t made for 220V…

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But don’t worry that we’re getting too spoiled over here.   Do you have any idea how hard it is to clean a George Forman grill when you didn’t have any Pam to spray on it before you used it??

Insights and Inabilities



[picture of the river where they baptize people]

I’m not sure where to start to describe life here.  Should I give you details? An amusing story?  What if I throw an array of pictures at you?


[toms in the dirt with a child’s footprint]

I was going to put some cheesy comment like “I wear my TOMS while practicing medicine in Africa so less footprints will look like this” but I figured you, my blog followers, wouldn’t really think that was cute.

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There’s this juxtaposition in my life.  Between the medicine that I know, and what I can practically use here.  Between the skills I have, and the limited resources there are to carry out those skills. 

Improvisation only goes so far.



[George Forman grill]

The juxtaposition of the family sized George Forman grill in the kitchen, and the hut next door that is smaller than the living room of our guest house.  Of the yucky pear I picked up this morning for breakfast, and made myself eat all of because, after all, “there are starving children in Africa,” and for now, they could be right outside my door.  (I feel, at times, like a princess here in our guest house.  I can’t stand it, but at the same time it’s comforting to have a microwave and a refrigerator.  My head has no idea how to make the two sides meet: comfort and compassion.)

 What are you supposed to think when you walk by people who are washing their clothes in a bucket, then laying them out to dry when you’re living in a “palace” next door with a washing machine??  I wonder what they think of this place. 


[hut]

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Monday, 19th of September, 7 am, Zambia, Africa.

It’s bright outside.  The light that streams through my large, curtained window tells me it’s time to get up and get ready for the day.

That and the constant beep from my alarm clock.

After brushing my teeth, being careful not to use the tap water that’s from a deep well on the property because it just might not be clean enough, and not nearly as clean as our boiled and then filtered water, I got dressed and grabbed my Bible.  I made instant coffee.

Isn’t there supposed to be amazing coffee in Africa?  All I’ve ever had here is instant.  One day I’ll work on changing that.

We read and then read some more.  We had no idea what our agenda for the day was supposed to be.  We were waiting for our supervisor to come get us.

She came around 9am, we decided to go into town, take our supplies to the clinic, and then return for a hike.  We were joined by Henry, our supervisor’s “son”/assistant/ Bible student.

And guy from the mission doing temporary night watchman/ fixit/ work who had just cut his hand open on a machine.  It was continuing to bleed profusely after applying constant pressure, and we just happened to bring suture material with us.  We didn’t have any gloves or needle drivers, so we decided to go down to the clinic to sew him up.

So, we drove the 10 kilometers from the mission to Mushili Health Center in a rustic (the most descriptive and polite word I could have used to describe) red truck.  Some of the guys were in the bed of the truck with my luggage that held all of our supplies.

We arrived at the clinic and were introduced.

We talked about our schedule in English, but it wasn’t really American English, so we had trouble keeping up.  “You’re ok with 09 hours?” Was the question.  “Well, sure, that’s not a bad shift,” we replied.  “Ok, and Thursday we are 10 hours.”  Again, not bad we thought.  “And we usually finish around 16 hours every day, depending on patients.  Some days we are done at 13 hours and other days maybe later.”

It took us forever to realize we weren’t talking about 9 or 14 hour shifts, but starting at 9:00 and finishing at 4:00. 

Ohhhh…

Then we gave them all the supplies we brought.  They were incredibly grateful for most of it.  Some of it couldn’t be used, so we’ll take it to the big hospital to be used there.  We wish we could have contacted someone and figure out what would be most useful.  But TIA.  (This Is Africa, a phrase I’ve heard a million times in by Peace Corps workers and Missionaries, mostly meaning things work really differently here…)

The nurse was called over to attend to a birth, because she was the only nurse on for the day.  We rushed behind her to get our first look at medicine in Zambia.

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Medicine should, logically, not be defined by borders of a country.  It should be a universal thing.  If Coca-Cola is sold all over the globe, naturally people should practice ethical, world-class healthcare all over the globe too.   The medicine we’re taught should work everywhere, not just America.  (Right?)

The juxtaposition between a birth in Dallas, America and a birth in Luanshya (pronounced “Lew wants ya), Zambia:

Large hospital in an urban city, built over 20 years ago, storage rooms full of clean sheets and blankets, sterile gloves and gowns and hats and booties and tools, skilled nurses checking in, doctors/residents/midwives attending the delivery, someone to tend to the baby when it comes out, fancy little clips for the umbilical cord, hats and booties for the baby, and suture kits on hand to care for the mother, beeping fetal heart rate monitors, blood pressure cufs, mothers screaming in pain or silenced by an epidural. 

Small clinic in a rural village, built several months ago, sheets and blankets from the mother’s home if they are wealthy enough to afford them, sterile gloves but no gowns or hats or booties and tools that are cleaned with Jik(hydrogen chloride), a single skilled nurse that is working at the clinic AND attending deliveries, tending to the mother AND the newborn, ripped pieces of cloth to tie off the umbilical cord, self-supplied baby hats and maxi pads if the mother had a bleeding tear, no wires, monitors, or blood pressure cuffs, no screaming, silenced by the toughness that the people here seem to be born with.

The baby came out the same way, a healthy baby girl.  They used oxytosin: IV before birth to help increase contractions and IM after birth to help the uterus clamp down.   I dropped 2 drops of OPV (Oral Polio Vaccine) into the newborn’s mouth. 

Different, but similar.  The process works the same way, except with some improvisation and juggling.

After the delivery we tried to sew up our friend from the mission compound, but we were told he was going to be “referred out” to another hospital.  Ok, then.  But this morning, he came to our door and we found out he didn’t get stitches.  Just a gauze wrap.  We would have stitched him in America.  Frustrating.  He could have definitely used the stitches.  And we could have given them to him.

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After a homemade lunch of toasted pb&j, we sat down for a nap before our adventure.  We were worn out mentally and physically.  

Exhausted.

We’re not sure if the exhaustion was due to a long morning dealing with so many differences in healthcare or if it is due to the jet lag or the fact that we’re so much higher above sea level (around the same elevation as Denver).  Maybe it’s a combination.

Our next adventure began at 3 pm, towards the direction of Kafutu River (small hippo river).  Frances, newly educated after one of her safari trips, learned that hippos are the most deadly animals.  We had also learned over dinner last night that they flatulate out their mouths. 

None of us wanted to see a hippo. 

We walked past a mill for cornmeal.  We have yet to eat Nshima, the local dish that we keep hearing about.  We saw many goats.  I inquired about stacks of rocks that seemed to mark some people’s driveways.   Our tour guide Henry (our supervisor’s “son”/ assistant/ student) told me a story about the root that they crushed up here and made into a drink.  Fresh, it was delicious.  But some people let it ferment and it turns into a beer-like substance.  Literal root beer.   And the rocks marked that the people living there had some to share. 

How friendly?

On our walk we met a few people that Henry knew.  Each time we were invited in to sit on their couch.  Sitting on the couch was a big deal.  It was THE way to properly greet a guest.  Sit on their couch and leave a dusty impression of your skirt behind?

 While sitting on a couch we met a 2 year old who stared at us.  We were the first white people they had seen. 

We also came across a river (the opening picture of the blog post) that is used to baptize people.  During the baptisms, local villagers ride up and down the river in the boat to scare off the alligators.  Thankfully we don’t have to do that in America.

We came across a bridge and 3 little children scampered across it coming in our direction.  When reaching our side they put out their hands and stared at us in awe.  We shook their hands and said hi.  I dug in my bag and handed them a candy to share.  Their eyes got huge and precious.  They had the biggest smiles!

Then Frances and I timidly crossed the “bridge.”



 [bridge picture]

We didn’t have too hard a time crossing, except I nearly fell in after Frances got to the other side and started cheering.  I cheered along with her, lost my balance, and was only caught by a random twig on the side of the river.  Thank you Lord!

We also saw the oldest church in Zambia.


[100 year old church picture]

Each night so far we’ve had dinner with the other missionaries.  I am enjoying finding out more about the people here.  There is a couple from the United States that has lived here over 10 years.  They spend a lot of time with the people, teaching in the mission’s Bible school, teaching deaf education classes, and organizing the clinic.  There’s also a 73 year old Westpoint graduate who is helping with a lot of tasks around the mission compound.  I let him borrow my headlamp so he could clean out a big huge container that looks like it would fit on the back of a 14 wheeler.

Dinner is delicious, but it’s so cushy and American.  We ate blueberry/peach cobbler for desert last night after eating spaghetti and meatballs.  I loved it, but I felt so bad eating it after watching small children run around with pot-bellies from what is likely to be a protein deficient diet.  My heart breaks.  Another juxtaposition I’m faced with.

19 September 2011

Immediate Prayer Request

Today (20th of September) is a National Holiday for Zambia.  It is voting day.  There is political tension all over the country.  We've been told to keep a low profile.

We're locked inside our mission compound, so we're safe.  But please pray for a peaceful election in this country.

"Recent political rallies have been accompanied by incidents of violence between rival activists and the trading of verbal insults between the ruling Movement for Multiparty Democracy (MMD) and the PF (Patriotic Front.)" -Travel Security Email.



For more information:
http://www.africanews.com/site/Zambia_elections_set_for_September_20/list_messages/39313

18 September 2011

The Journey



[the journey]

(can anyone else hear that Sleeperstar song in their head?  “I’d walk a thousand miles for the promise of your soft and steady touch.  But I won’t count the distance because the thought of you would carry me there…If I said that I was wrong, If I wrote you this song, would it bring you back to me…”)

I arrived to DFW around noon on September 16th.  After eating a delicious Eatzi’s salad that Ryan picked up for me, I made my way to the ticket counter to check in, weigh my bags (49 lbs and 52 lbs that they let slide by), and then make my way through security. 

After traveling 8 hours by plane, I reached Amsterdam.  I took a picture of tulips in the airport, because you always hear about the tulips.

[tulip picture]

Then I got on a second plane and flew 12 hours to Johannesburg.  I was terrified of what Johannesburg would be like, I heard scary things about the Johannesburg airport.  But don’t believe the scary things.  It was actually just fine.  I picked up my two bags from the baggage claim, made my way through passport control and got 2 new stamps, then headed towards customs.  I was afraid that they might stop me with my 2 huge bags full of medical supplies and donations, but customs was closed. 

I guess no one brings shady stuff into South Africa after 10:30 pm. 

I walked out to the main airport and some nice man named Peter had my name on a laminated piece of paper.  Sweet.  Because lugging my 2 bags around along with carrying my backpack through the airport was getting heavy.  My friend Frances had told him to pick me up.  How sweet.  He parked in the first parking garage and carried my bags to his car, a Mercedes Benz.  Then I tried to get in on the passenger side and he laughed at me. 

Turns out they drive on the passenger side.   

Good to know.

We traveled to the hotel, a fancy place in a residential area of Johannesburg about 45 minutes away.  Cab fare was expensive (450 Rand, which is about 60 dollars) but the hotel was beautiful.  I took a hot shower and then slept in a soft, fluffy bed.  It felt so good to sleep after traveling for so long.

We ate breakfast at the hotel.  I had rice krispies topped with a banana and then I ate a papaya slice.  Delicious.  Coffee was a disappointing blend of instant grounds.  Then we hopped back in the Mercedes and drove to the airport.  Finding our check-in counter was a mess, but we got our tickets, made our way through security, got a third stamp at passport control, and found our terminal.  We got on a bus that took us out to our plane.  The plane was much bigger than I expected.  It had at least 20 rows of people 5 across.  I expected a 20-seater plane.  The plane ride was short, about two hours.

Then it took us another hour to get through passport control.

After passport control, we picked up our luggage in the same room, walked through customs in the same room, and met Lorna Sarra and her driver, Henry.   The lady at customs didn’t even look through our bags.  She asked Frances what was in her bag, and Frances just said clothes and shoes, which was true, so she let her through.   I just said “I’m traveling with her” and she let me go through.  Easy enough.  Because I had no idea what they would have done when they saw all the donated medical supplies in my bag…Thankfully, God had all the details under control.

We stopped in town for a drink of water.  Most shops were closed because it’s Sunday.  It’s like Chick-ful-a, everything is closed on Sunday.  Then we arrived at our guest house.

Complete with separate bedrooms, bathrooms, a living room, dining room, kitchen with a fridge and a microwave and a stove.

And wireless internet.

And flowers out front.

And a real, live lizard on the couch.


[lizard picture]

I know he doesn’t look that mean and scary, but if you were about to sit on him because you thought he was part of the design of the couch, he’d give you a heart attack.

It’s a whole house, just for us.


[house picture]

This is my room.  It’s huge.  Bigger than our hotel room last night.


[room picture]

I’m not actually sure we’re in Africa though.  It might be just a rural part of America that has Banana trees in the back yard.


[hut top]

Oh, no, wait, there’s a hut, we drove over about 30 speed bumps to get here, there are annoying roosters, and we have to boil our water.  It’s got to be Africa.

We unpacked a bit and then sat down to relax.  I’m getting sleepy though, which is funny because it’s 9:45 am in America.  But jet lag is kicking me.

We’ll have dinner at 6 and find out our schedule at dinner.  I’ll update you all when I know more of the details about what my month will look like.

And I think my toe is definitely broken.  Its all purple and blue and it still hurts.  Meaning I traveled with a billion pounds of luggage and walked through 4 different airports with multiple terminals (except the last airport, Ndola, which was only 1 building) with a broken toe.  Ouch.  I wish I could take a picture of it for you, but it doesn’t look the same.

For more funny stories, you can follow my friend, Frances: Francesinafrica.wordpress.com

13 September 2011

Defying the laws of physics :)

The chaotic mess below was me "mostly packed" yesterday.  The pink bag was full of toothbrushes, toothpaste, crayons, candy, paper, and fun stuff for the kids at the orphanage.

The Blue bag covered in clothes had all of my clothes (scrubs, a few skirts and shirts) and snacks (granola bars, fruit snacks, beef jerky) for the trip.

I thought I was packed.



THEN I met up with someone from school who gave me 3 boxes of donated supplies to take with me to the  hospital in Zambia.

Awesome...


...Until I had to make room in my bags for the contents of the boxes...

...which is when it was time to defy the laws of physics and make room for supplies.


Two of the boxes were bigger than my suitcases.  I had to make room for all of the new stuff PLUS the already donated soap, toothbrushes, toothpaste, and crayons.

I might loose sleep if I had to leave some crayons at home.

Because you can't deny a precious little orphan child crayons.


So I packed.  And I stragegized.  And I danced around my room a little bit to some music.  Because that's what I do when I'm stressed.

And the end result was this:


Empty boxes...that's good! 




I really like that I was able to be color coordinated with all the IV catheters!


And I'm thankful that there was foam, because I was getting close to my 50 lb weight limit.  I made room for all the donated supplies!



Now I just need to find room for my clothes... :)

11 September 2011


Deep Breath.

It's time.

I'm SO ready to go back, but at the same time, I'm not ready at all.  I've been "getting ready" for about a year.  I've taken an international medicine class, registered with the state department, paid for airfare, found a dog sitter, and started packing.

But I just realized this morning how much I will miss while I'm gone.  I love the fall.  I love my Church in America.  I love Pumpkin Spiced Lattes, bubble baths, and air conditioning.  Am I ready to leave all that behind for 2 months??

I have to be.

And I'm sure it will be worth it!

I'm so excited for this opportunity, it's crazy.  I'm ready to learn how medicine works on the other side of the world.  

I'm ready to hold precious children in my arms and smile at them.

And give them hershey's kisses.


Yeah, I'm ready.  Will you pray with me for a safe journey?

18 August 2011

In a world without deadlines:


There are no blog posts.

If there is nothing I am dreading, writing (or studying) for school, I don’t have motivation to avoid it.  And so I don’t make blog posts.

I’ve been busy away from the blog though.  Since last post, I’ve gotten engaged and planned a BIG trip to Zambia and Tanzania.  Wow.  Exciting crazy things that would have been fun to blog about.  And fun to read about.  But there’s no blog post because there were no deadlines for me to avoid.

However, on my trip, I have to keep a blog as a requirement for the people sending me, so there will not only be plenty to read, but plenty to write. YAY!

Look forward to it!

(I have a half way finished blog post about my last rotation: psych.  I’ll back blog it and blog a bit about Family Medicine, which I’ve loved, before I leave the country!)

I got malaria pills and sleeping pills and 2 kinds of anti-diarrhea pills and a neat thing called typhoid fever pills that you refrigerate and then eat 1 hour before your meal that protect you from typhoid fever.  The only unfortunate thing about today was the amount of money I spent on medicine (130!) even with insurance.



Can you guess what motivated me to write?? How many things are due tomorrow??